Sunday, February 13, 2011

Photo Challenge : Day 28

A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently

The thing that has made the biggest impact on my life recently would be my miscarriage in November. We heard the heart beat of our little bean on 11/11, and on 11/22 we found out that the heart had stopped beating. I was 10 weeks. We had been trying for 10 months to get pregnant, and it is devastating to not have that baby. I would have been 22 weeks now.

We will try again when we're ready. I thought it would be easy to jump back on the trying to conceive horse, but now that we are closer to getting the green light, it seems a little scarier with all of the what ifs. I guess that is where my faith comes in.